updates from the very last.
plans.
money
frens
worldly desires
acheivement
school
sense of satisfaction.
heaven.

my feet is aching from all the walking
getting sick and tired of all this waiting
jaded, weary and exhausting
slim thug and young ro in the back ground playing
wanna move but my legs won budge
change the rainbow at the end to chocolate fudge
march on but where is the my battery charge
give me direction to find a reason
to attain acheivement to spur inspiration
and carry on my life in this monotone nation
with explosive reaction of a nuclear fusion
i've lost all motivation and my sights are clouded
shrouded with the blinding smoke
thoughts flooded with each toke of the smoke
if i could get some dope it would probably be coke
wind me up like gwen then set me off with a bang
complications from this love thang
i've still got a long way but it feels i've already walked a long way

we put in our best jus to have it shot down
effort, time and energy
drawn to the attraction of power in reality
climbing to the top constantly wallowing in self pity
what do you get when you arrive at the top
shit that is new and never ends
responsibilities that you have to tend
who is real who is not who are your friends
its all blurry when u wan mad papers in your hands





naz listen up and remember what i say
you're still a pretty young thing
queens are fairy tales and flings a norm
you're not made to love when u're born
experiences are meant to be learnt
some relationships are meant to burn
you shouldn'nt let decision like these affect you
looks and motives can be deciving so dont let them fool you
try and try again never be afraid to fall
if you do you then you know who to call
absorb these lessons make it a point to note
love's not that tough if you have these codes



if its good to be alive without responsiblities
no struggles no pain
always sunny no rain
you don even need the word vain
came into this world as a nobody
i wan to go out the same way i came in
ain't no need to hide from nobody
no need for the need to be somebody
common citizen everyone open to criticism
no one spared, everyone works no one begs
everyone treated as equals none high above the rest
no jealousy no envy everyone's happy liek the rest
no blames no shame not even fame
no need for competition
only need for re-creation
happy with where i am and the people that are beside
no need for the sights where i resides
damn it feels good to be a no body.

caught in a deliemma.

for an updated post, its not breeks that im working at but brix, the one below mezza9.

im happy , in fact more than happy to be able to work in cafe iguana, but im not happy because of the fact that all im ever gonna end up doing is magarita's and simple shots, even with a lil dabble in flaring and the occassional making and trying out drinks.

i wan more than all these. i want the skills necessary to be recognised in the world of the night life and the experience u'll never ever get working in cafe iguana's.

brix is cool, the bartenders and the management is way beyond anyone's expectations, but the working hours suck. i can never be able to work there as long as im still in RP. start at 7 end at 3 everyday without fail not forgetting i'll be dead exhausted eve nbefore i reach school.

and im going for an interview at attica which i guess it's in between cafe iguana and Brix. so if i get a job there i'd probably stay but then again who knows...there ar e people telling me the management has flaws but then again whcih doesnt' right?

well we'll see how it goes.

to all, i'd meet you all soon ok as soon as i settle my decision i'd meet u guys up . promise. written down all in words.

you crept into my dreamland
kiss me, hug me , held my hand
euphoric baby, let us dance
like oil sizzling in a hotpan
wish dreams were like reality
its a sign of epiphany
wan you to be real 24/7
much like 7/11
convenient but when disastor strikes
it'd be like heaven
we 'd see the light

back to the real world
im so lonely there's no girl
platonic not sexual
player days were over
confidence has crumbled
concentrate being self made
mayb be your maid
long as money rolls
anything goes
stack it rolls it
rubberbands
100's, 50's stacking grands
nike air force that's the brand
bring the force without my hands
im the one with big plans
cross me and i'll make you damned


to the beat of get it shawty by lloyd

been busy with hell lotta stuff lately ,namely with work. well...spoke to my friend about changing job so i've got 3 job offers for bartending. Ah boy's recommmendation - Attica , Carlston's recommendation at MOS and Azli's at breeks hyatt.so Far i'm only keen in azli's because im gonna have the interview tommorow.
the reason why im so sick of iguana is obvious to anyone who is sick of eating char siew bao everyday.Sick of being taken forgranted, sick of being disposable sick of the same old thing; making margarita's everyday, i need a change of scene desperately.
28/02/07 had my tattoo done this time i framed my whole left side , even though i wanted it bigger i couldnt't afford it.And went for steve(iguana chef) ROM function at Grand Plaza PArk Royal.Resulted in headaches and very smelly toilet. Headaches- forced to drink wine. and cos we smoked in the restaurant's toilet .ha!
15/02/07 - ME and shoo met up after a long time. watched ghostrider and went to newton to eat. pic's will do the talkking